March 2012
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I was such a mess yesterday. Im doing much better today. I still miss him like crazy but the random bouts of ugly crying have decreased.
February 2012
219 posts
I cant even begin to explain how much love I had for this animal. Rest in peace my little man.
The most vivid dream last night. It felt so real. All of it. Down to every little minuscule detail about you that I enjoyed. But even my dream self couldn’t enjoy it, because I immediately called you out on the shitty things you had done. Right before I woke up in the dream you grabbed me and it left the worst pit in my stomach.
So I don’t know if I’m happy that in some way it...
Certain Charm
dearoldlove:
Our “thing” had a certain charm we won’t be able to recapture with anyone else.
This scares the living shit out of me.
Up since 6. Currently driving through jersey to get to my great grandmas wake. My cat goes into the vet this week, the most likely of all outcomes is he needs to be put to sleep. That alone is going to devastate me. Completely devastate me.
My parents are currently in the front of the car talking about marriage. I really don’t know how I feel about any of this. I feel like at one point or...
This weekend was a mess of emotions. It helped me solidify the fact that I am not over you. i hope you’re not the one that Im going to start comparing everyone to.
Give me a number!
200: My middle name is:
199: I was born in:
198: I am really:
197: My cell phone company is:
196: My eye color is:
195: My shoe size is:
194: My ring size is:
193: My height and weight are:
192: I am allergic to:
191: My 1st car was:
190: My 1st job was:
189: Last book you read:
188: My bed is:
187: My pet:
186: My best friend:
185: My favorite shampoo is:
184: AIM name:
183: Piggy Banks are:
182: In my pockets:
181: On my calendar:
180: Marriage is:
179: Sponge Bob can:
178: My mom:
177: The last three cd's I bought were:
176: Last YouTube video watched:
175: How many cousins do you have?
174: Do you have any siblings:
173: Are your parents divorced:
172: Are you taller than your mom?
171: Do you play an instrument?
170: What did you do yesterday:
I Believe In:
169: Love at first sight:
168: Luck:
167: Fate:
166: Yourself:
165: Aliens:
164: Heaven:
163: Hell:
162: God:
161: Horoscopes:
160: Soul mates:
159: Ghosts:
158: Gay Marriage:
157: War:
156: Orbs:
155: Magic:
Which is Better
154: Hugs or Kisses:
153: Drunk or High:
152: Phone or Online:
151: Red heads or Black haired:
150: Blondes or Brunettes:
149: Hot or cold:
148: Summer or winter:
147: Autumn or Spring:
146: Chocolate or vanilla:
145: Night or Day:
144: Oranges or Apples:
143: Curly or Straight hair:
142: McDonalds or Burger King:
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:
140: Mac or PC:
139: Flip flops or high heals:
138: Ugly and rich OR Sexy and poor:
137: Coke or Pepsi:
136: Hillary or Obama:
135: Burried or cremated:
134: Singing or Dancing:
133: Coach or Chanel:
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:
131: Small town or Big city:
130: Wal-Mart or Target:
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:
128: Manicure or Pedicure:
127: East Coast or West Coast:
126: Your Birthday or Christmas:
125: Chocolate or Flowers:
124: Disney or Six Flags:
123: Yankees or Red Sox:
Here's What I Think About
122: War:
121: George Bush:
120: Gay Marriage:
119: The presidential election:
118: Abortion:
117: MySpace:
116: Reality TV:
115: Parents:
114: Back stabbers:
113: Ebay:
112: Sex:
111: Work:
110: My Neighbors:
109: Gas Prices:
108: Designer Clothes:
107: College:
106: Sports:
105: My family:
104: The future:
Last time I
103: Hugged someone:
102: Last time you ate:
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile:
100: Cried in front of someone:
99: Went to a movie theater:
98: Took a vacation:
97: Swam in a pool:
96: Changed a diaper:
95: Got my nails done:
94: Went to a wedding:
93: Broke a bone:
92: Got a peircing:
91: Broke the law:
90: Texted:
MISC
89: Who makes you laugh the most:
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
87: The last movie I saw:
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
85: The thing im not looking forward to:
84: People call me:
83: The most difficult thing to do is:
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket:
81: My zodiac sign is:
80: The first person i talked to today was:
79: First time you had a crush:
78: The one person who i can't hide things from:
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking:
76: Right now I am talking to:
75: What are you going to do when you grow up:
74: I have/will get a job:
73: Tomorrow:
72: Today:
71: Next Summer:
70: Next Weekend:
69: I have these pets:
68: The worst sound in the world:
67: The person that makes me cry the most is:
66: People that make you happy:
65: Last time I cried:
64: My friends are:
63: My computer is:
62: My School:
61: My Car:
60: I lose all respect for people who:
59: The movie I cried at was:
58: Your hair color is:
57: TV shows you watch:
56: Favorite web site:
55: Your dream vacation:
54: The worst pain I was ever in was:
53: How do you like your steak cooked:
52: My room is:
51: My favorite celebrity is:
50: Where would you like to be:
49: Do you want children:
48: Ever been in love:
47: Whos your best friend:
46: More guy friends or girl friends:
45: One thing that makes you feel great is:
44: One person that you wish you could see right now:
43: Do you have a 5 year plan:
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
41: Have you pre-named your children:
40: Last person I got mad at:
39: I would like to move to:
38: I wish I was a professional:
My Favorites
37: Candy:
36: Vehicle:
35: President:
34: State visited:
33: Cell Phone Provider:
32: Athlete:
31: Actor:
30: Actress:
29: Singer:
28: Band:
27: Clothing Store:
26: Grocery Store:
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24: Movie:
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22: Animal:
21: Theme Park:
20: Holiday:
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18: Sport to play:
17: Magazine:
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15: Day of the week:
14: Beach:
13: Concert Attended:
12: Thing to cook:
11: Food:
10: Restaurant:
9: Radio Station:
8: Yankee Candle scent:
7: Perfume:
6: Flower:
5: Color:
4: Talk Show host:
3: Comedian:
2: Dog Breed:
1: Would you be able to delete your blog?
Hearing Laughter
dearoldlove:
Someone once told me, if you love someone enough, you can still hear their laughter when they’re gone. I can’t help but wonder if you hear mine as often as I hear yours.
Waiting to Feel
dearoldlove:
I left you because I knew it was the right thing to do; I’m just waiting to feel like it was the right thing to do.
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WHAT DOES ONE WEAR ON A FIRST DATE?!?!?! i am not good at these things.
i dont know how to reply to a reply but a cute little wine bar place for dinner.
Anonymous asked: Stop worrying who I am and focus more on being happy. Smile.
Good and Bad
dearoldlove:
You were the first guy I ever admitted to loving. I’ll never forget the way you made me feel and how you understood the crap I was going through. I’ll also never forget that you didn’t have the balls to apologize for keeping your girlfriend a secret.
This stings a little
6 Months
dearoldlove:
I broke your heart and mine. And 6 months later, mine is the only one still hurting.
Anonymous asked: I'll tell you who I am eventually, maybe. Until you do, just enjoy the compliment. Someone thinks you're gorgeous.
I need you, now.
Hey anonymous, I still wanna know who you are.
Well that just made me wanna vomit.
